Well hello there...

Been a busy week or so... I now have two jobs! On top of that the market is doing fine and dandy and I am moving forward with lots of my projects. Life not been so good on the whole health side, had a full blown epileptic fit on Sunday. So from now on I'm going to have to keep life as stress free as possible, cut out the dead wood thats always weighed me down and hurt me and move forward.
The wedding is 4 weeks tomorrow and all the preparations seem to be in place thank fully, there is bound to be a few last minute bits and pieces but that is to be expected. I keep trying my bridesmaid dress on everyday to make sure it still fits ha ha! Well I will have lots more to tell you next week xx

Well I didn't think today was ever going to come. Its my last day at The Big Geen Bag... thank bloomin' goodness. I worked here yesterday and then was straight to the pub, no stopping for food, I'm so tired today, but I have a few good things to look forward to now and Minnie and me are still planning our great escape, she should be tunnelling in the basement at home as I type this. I don't know, it just seems like I'm quite on my own at the moment. Everyone is too busy to notice that I might not be feeling that good. I got my appointment through for the neurologist and thats upset me because it isn't until the 15th October. I imagine I will be going on my own because that's the easiest way to deal with things. The people I have around me tend to be more practical and matter of fact about things but I am more emotional so I don't manage to hide my fear so well. I suppose it's a good thing that my support network are like that but I kind of just want someone to talk to that will get upset about me not being very well, strange I know but it's almost like I need to see a visual representation of how I'm actually feeling about the situation.

Just 2 days left.... really tired, been working shop and pub and then throw a loads of housework and other commitments on top of that and you get a worn out Lucy! I'm looking forward to Wednesday morning... a nice long run followed by peace and quiet! AMAZING! I've got another interview a week on Friday for a new Charity shop in Matlock, I kind of like the idea of working in Matlock a few days a week, nice change of scenery. Its the birthday a week tomorrow, I hate getting older, it's tricky business indeed x